A still more glorious dawn awaits

I’ve always felt a bit awkward that I’m not more interested in outer space. I feel like I should be fascinated by it. When I was doing that Future Studies course, plenty of people there were fascinated by space exploration and where it would lead our distant collective future. The campus was just round the corner from Johnson Space Center — I even lived by Moon Rock Drive — but in 15 months I never visited the place. Similarly, these days many friends seem excited by space and our collective attempts at exploration, while I’ve never been hugely bothered.

But this weekend I had my first tastes of excitement about the possibilities. They’re a bit silly, but still, it’s always nice to be excited.

The first thing was this auto-tuned Carl Sagan remix:

It’s very funny but somehow, in gently sending up Sagan’s serious and overblown visions, and coupling them with some suitable beats, it becomes beautiful and inspiring. It’s silly, it makes me laugh, but it also gives me a wormhole of a vision towards an almost inconveivable far future. One that seemed exciting for the first time since I was a science fiction-obsessed kid. The next day I was playing [Halo 3](http://www.bungie.net/projects/halo3/Default.aspx) and, towards the end, I looked at some of the scenery and, again, suddenly felt dwarfed by the scale of a future for humanity that sees it spread across the galaxy. [Here are some screenshots](http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9vKvqyxTww), although it’s probably best to turn the sound off for this one:

If we casually gloss over the scenario’s endless inter-planetary slaughter there are amazing sights that made me think about whether or when humans might see such things. It was the first time I’ve felt sad that I wouldn’t live long enough to leave Earth and see such sights (which seems a little dumb seeing as I’ve barely travelled beyond Europe and North America, but anyway). A far future of settling distant worlds is an odd kind of scenario. It’s both over-familiar *and* unimaginable, like an optical illusion that requires great effort to perceive the other way. It’s over-familiar because after countless films and novels the idea of people living on other worlds is almost banal. It’s not a new idea and everyone has in their head an image of how it might look. Whether its dusty moon-bases or forested domes it would take some work to generate gasps from audiences and readers. At the same time such things *shouldn’t* be easy to imagine. I can barely picture the size of the Earth in human terms, never mind the distance from it to another solar system. And, whatever our science-fiction visions of life in the year 2100 or 2500 or 4000, the reality will be nothing like what we now imagine. Think how someone in 1909 might have imagined 2009 and how different today is. Whatever we think life on Earth will be like in a few hundred years time, chances are we’re mostly wrong. And that’s just imaginging life on *Earth*. How about life on a distant planet in 1000 years time? Have a guess. Nope, you’re wrong. It’s odd to feel excited and inspired by something we can barely imagine. It’s humbling. It’s a reminder that, while it sometimes feels like we’re living in the future, this is someone’s distant past. Yes, the Internet, or your phone, or whatever newer technologies appear over the next few years are pretty impressive. But one day people will think back from whatever planet they’re living on, to people on Earth at the turn of this millennium and see us as primitive and laughable. We’re just a tiny step, part-way along an impossibly long timeline. Which could be depressing. But it’s a reminder that we’re never at the end. Even our inter-planetary descendants will one day, in turn, be viewed by *their* descendants as backward and simplistic. We’re permanently on a journey with no certain destination. We should, I guess, simply be trying to make the journeys of those ahead of us as extraordinary and as just as possible.


  • Absolutely - Halo 2 had a similar effect on me (specifically, The Silent Cartographer - the sense, even on a relatively controlled map, of having this vast, circling space above you, and the first signs, although I have no doubt that this will be contentious and I will realise that I was totally wrong, of actual beauty in a built environment for gaming.

    I loved The Silent Cartographer. In fact, I may go and try to find a way to play it...

    Good to see you on Saturday, btw!

  • "I’ve always felt a bit awkward that I’m not more interested in outer space." Phew. Me too.

  • There was a non-3D IMAX film made by NASA, taking an old-skool, huuuge IMAX camera up on the shuttle over the, er, space of about five years. It was the story of the hubble telescope going up.

    At one point, they had a long, calm shot of the Earth in space, sorrounded by the blackest black possible - no stars (which freaks you out slightly).

    I found I had tears pouring down my face. It an intense moment I've always remembered and identify as being 'spiritual'. I think falling in love with space, the possibilities of space and so on is a reflection of the joy and amazement to be had in realising how incredible Earth is. The insanity of the miniscule probability that it might ever have existed in its current form in the first place. And here I am, and you are! I mean, bloody hell! It's a tiny existential leap to having a big fat spiritual moment: feeling that infinite balance and beauty in opposing forces, magnetism and gravity, pulling debris, gas and similarly amazing planets teaming with who knows what sort of life in to a giant celestial adventure playground around giant suns, waiting to be explored......

    Bloody hell!

    (Er... that sort of sums up how I feel thinking about space. Heh)

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11 Oct 2009 at Twitter

  • 7:43pm: @alaric Depends what you mean by "worth the effort". It's not. But I prefer selling something small for almost nothing to throwing it away.
  • 7:41pm: @matlock @tobybarnes More to go, but enough for today. My eBay stuff: http://bit.ly/15TWXj
  • 6:50pm: 18 auctions created. I could just start an eBay shop called "Phil's Trough of No Value".
  • 3:56pm: @blech @antimega Oh, I completely forgot about that treasure hunt thing. I really meant to go too. Oh well, hope it was fun.
  • 3:42pm: Laboriously eBaying small items of little value while downloading 1980s NME cassettes.